why i now write to myself
i've journaled for years, many many years but never in dialogue directly with myself
five days ago i started a dialogue with myself
back and forth we chat away
it's like meeting a new friend and getting to know her
what she loves, what she's scared of
this relationship is blossoming
it has been nothing short of life altering
i also had the sudden urge to type it up
each day after writing freehand in my journal i go to my computer and type it up
i have no idea why, but it feels right
it's definitely easier to read than all those handwritten journals
dozens upon dozens over the years
what i will do with my typed dialogue i have no idea
but the words seem to important to not have on hand whenever i need to see them