the daily news check that reveals numbers that none of us can truly understand
day after day thinking about what should i do with this "one wild and precious life" now that it is laid out before me with time i never thought i'd have
i thought i could be endlessly introspective, but am realizing that sometimes i need to just stop inquiring and get out some paint
sitting down to do art projects each night at the table with chloe not really talking and not thinking= pure bliss
solidifying that yes, i would still run as much as i do even without races to look forward to (since they've all been cancelled)
that if chloe and i decide to clean spontaneously without anyone telling us when and how to do it we are a force of nature
